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Well what can I say so far me and Scotty have been together 2 months and 6 days .

To be honest his been the best thing I have ever met. He makes me smile, buys me roses and spoils me rotten and I can safely say I have the bestest bestest bestest BOYFRIEND in the entire planet.

I found it hard to pick between Scott Payne and Scotty, but like I said Scott was a drugged up 90% of the time and it was just sex and he became an unhealthy addiction. It was only after him... Continue reading...

To be honest I'm a mug and I should of known it all along really.
Scott just wanted sex and money and if he didn't get it he got the total arse with me.
Who needs people like that? Just because I didn't have £30 to help feed his addiction he then didn't want me to come over, I haven't got time for people like that when I know I'm worth more then that.
Although looking on the brighter light, I found someone who for once in my life treats me with some respect. His name happens to... Continue reading...

Helloo, well thank you for reading if you are.
I did eventually tell Scott how I really felt on my GCSE results day...except it weren't the reaction I was expecting. He was like I just want to keep it as sex if thats okay with you?
Of course its not okay with me... who wants to be used for sex....no one!
It hurt really badly and it still does, I slept with him a couple of times since. But I really do think that this time it is the end for us both.
Today he ignored me on... Continue reading...

Im thinking of Scott again, and this time its whether I should tell him how I feel or leave it.
He still makes me feel on top of this world and even when I thought I was at my lowest he tried to reassure me things will be okay.
I have never felt like this with anyone and I won't give in.
Just saying the words "Scott...I have feelings for you!" Just seems difficult to say but easier to think.
I'll give it time then may consider telling him
x

Well I said before I felt low and depressed and I didn't know why? I still do but what am I supposed to do about it everythings making me feel sad.
For instance:
Scott again is blanking me yet why do I give this boy my time to always end up with me feeling low? :/

Im trying to quit smoking it has to be the hardest thing I've ever actually sat and tried to get through. I'm only going to quit because my dad wants me too and its like stressing me out. I know I'll end up carrying... Continue reading...